I had to come back to Hospice House yesterday. No new meds have been given and my nausea is over a 10 on the number chart. I can truthfully say that I have no idea WHY Satan finds it funny to keep scratching at me. I may not be a physically strong person nor am I a very good bluffer. I have been crying on and off since my home nurse came out yesterday to do her daily rounds. NOTHING seems to work medication wise. Hot tea works pretty good.. At this point I am so nauseated that I'd love to throw in the towel, but I've been doing some really good reading. I've been reading the book of James. If you have trials, James is a very good one. I've about worn Job out reading it so much. James 5:7-11 is very helpful. 7Therefore, •brothers, be patient until the Lord’s coming. See how the farmer waits for the precious fruit of the earth and is patient with it until it receives the early and the late rains.k 8You also must be patient. Strengthen your hearts, becausethe Lord’s coming is near.l9Brothers, do not complain about one another, so that you will not be judged. Look, the judge stands at the door!m
10Brothers, take the prophets who spoke in the Lord’s name as an example of suffering and patience. 11See, we count as blessed those who have endured.n You have heard of Job’s enduranceo and have seen the outcome from the Lord.The Lord is very compassionate and merciful.p, After I read this I realize that there is nothing more to really say., except for I really really believe I've got some Job in me now!
10Brothers, take the prophets who spoke in the Lord’s name as an example of suffering and patience. 11See, we count as blessed those who have endured.n You have heard of Job’s enduranceo and have seen the outcome from the Lord.The Lord is very compassionate and merciful.p, After I read this I realize that there is nothing more to really say., except for I really really believe I've got some Job in me now!