During the past several seasons of my life I have noticed that my main friend "group" during different seasons changes. Before I continue, I want everybody who are my friends and family know that every single one of you has had an impact on my life and I will consider you treasured gifts to the Earth. I have had my mother, Lorene Pierce and/or father Gene Pierce act as my caregivers ever since I was diagnosed with Lupus at age 15. I have watched them both. Every day and every night. They think I have not seen the fact that they neglect their own health so that they could spend every dime and every inch of sanity they have in finding effective treatment for my Gastroparesis. Now, my parents are tired. They are tired mentally and physically.
Heaven opened itself up last April and out dropped Ardell Seegars. Ardell knew from day 1 that I have been somewhat ill for the past 20 some odd years, yet he still boldly entered the scene and swept me off of my feet. We started communication in April of 2013. On July 3rd, we were engaged to be married. September 14th, I became Mrs. Jeannie Pierce Seegars. That was the happiest day of my life. When I need to be taken to a hospital or to doctors appointments, now Ardell has taken over. I wish my parents could breathe easier, but they don't. One day they will, just not soon enough. My gals that had been closest to me have had family to take care of and jobs to go to. I've seen them a few times and those times were so awesome. We all just gathered and picked up right about where we left off, but they all had to leave. They had to go home to their families. I knew that they were not saying I wasn't in the mommy club, because they all know the circumstances with me. I understand, in my life, that people will come and people will go. None of them "went" anywhere. We all took different paths after school, but we can get together and be sisters all over again in a matter of seconds. Some of the people stepping right up to take part are adults I went to High School with who have found me on facebook or me them. Others stepping up are friends that I made through a mutual friend.
I guess sometimes it is very hard to let some people go just to make room for the new ones. Right now, in my personal life, I need fervent prayers to be lifted on my behalf. I find myself very confused and frankly just plain angry that my health situation has worsened. I was informed by a doctor Wens that I beat his time frame for life expectancy, therefore I was to be transfered to another program that is brand new and guess who the first contestant is? Ding ding ding!! You got it. Me. I'm thankful I beat his deathometer but am tired of being a test subject. I thank all of you who have stood and who remain to stand by my side during these hard days. God is good..all of the time.